Sunday, May 31, 2009

ENGLISH CREWWW UNITE!

So I just got back from Victoria's house and OMG SO DAMN FUN XD. Me and Ashley went over there so we could work on our JC act but ... three procrastinators + joking around = no work done lol. So we started to learn our lines and we basically messed around the whole time. I didn't know my lines so we started doing the costumes. Since we're doing a gangster theme, I was already dressed in a costume lol, but me and Ashley ABG'ed Victoria and daaaamn she looked fly LOL. Home girl looked hella like a mini gangster. Freakin awesome lol. Then we realized we weren't gonna get anything done so Victoria was like " you guys should sleep over! " and me and Ashley were like " YEAAAH! " We had everything planned out : we were gonna practice for a bit then play games all night xD. It looked like we were gonna sleep over but then Ashley's mom said she couldn't /: Boooo no sleep-over -_- Anyway, since we're the english crewww and we joke around too much ... we're totally ... GONNA WING IT! We got this! WE'RE THE ENGLISH CREWWW YA HEARD?!

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Cause I know we'll have a happy ending.

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When I say "something good" I really mean me.

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So let's make our next moves better than the last.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Monday, May 25, 2009

Go with the flow...

Happy Birthday Steph

Today is Stephanie's birthday. I woke up around 8 and went to go get her a cake. Me and Myha showed up at her house and me, stephanie, myha, tlam, and kennedy hung out for a bit and watched love guru. While they watched love guru I was on the laptop playing music. A song played really loud and without really noticing I started shushing the laptop LOL. Teresa still won't let that go and insists it's the highlight of my day lol. Steph had to leave at 1 for the drum major instructions practice for band so myha and tlam went to myha's house, kennedy went home, and me yifu and nat played some basketball. Steph finished around 5 and we went back to her house but everyone was gone so it was me and her for like 15 mins and tlam and myha came back. We walked over to Saigon City and bought some plates. We went into Stephanie's room for a bit and I made some crazy poems for Steph, Teresa and Myha. 8 to be exact. Teresa wasted Stephanie's bracelet string ( it was really me but we'll just say she did ;D ) and we basically just hung out in her room until we were ready to cut the cake. Steph's grandma and grandpa were over so they took pictures for a while and then Steph cut it. It was good. Now I'm back home and I stole my brother's t.v (which is bigger than the one I have now) and just hooked it up. Then I stole his wii. I have games now lol. When I told him I took them from his house he was cool with it. I think the older we get, the cooler I get with my brothers. Anyway..extended family's over ( cousins, nephews, nieces and whatnot ) is over and I have a stats project...a chem essay... and a euro thesis due in a matter of hours...but ...the wii is calling me! lol. Steph is supposed to be my rock and tell me to do homework but she's failing and telling me to go play it! I really hope I get my work done. One last time before the day's over... HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE ^-^

Sunday, May 24, 2009

The Truth

a day of

- walking into almost every single womens' apparel store at west mall
-Myha's laughing
-searching for Steph's dress
-hot pot city
-being/doing the jerk + Steph's house
AND FINALLY
-Kwinh's all day bullying

Today was cool. I didn't plan on going anywhere. Then Myha said something about her, Steph, and Kwinh going to west mall and Kwinh "sincerely" invited me to go so I couldn't say no. I met them there and we walked into a bunch of womens' clothing stores to search for Stephanie's dress, which we didn't find. We walked into this one store where I was literally taken advantage of /)_(\. Myha and Kwinh used me as their dress up doll and started trying earrings on me and scarfs! And there was one point where I was physically abused and Kwinh put me in a headlock! Bully, right? Anyway after that we went to Hot Pot City and it was Myha and my first time there, so we failed pretty bad. Then I got grilled from Kwinh since it's pretty much her tradition to do that to me and it's been a while since she has. We walked back to Stephanie's house and basically everyone died. Then Kwinh showed us how to do the jerk and failed because it didn't look that good lol. And now I'm back at home. Tomorrow Stephanie's birthday so HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY STEPH JUST 3 MORE HOURS.

I fight with Life because...

Let's work this out

We talk about change but the moments yet to come
'Cause when we hit the bottom, we're quick to leave and run
All I want is Love, baby, help us make us grow
We connect on levels that nobody else knows
You lift me to my highest and you bring me to my lows
But that's just hard proof that we grew to be so close
I'm working every day trying to figure how to please you
I even wrote this song hopin maybe it'll reach you

And this song ain't a song to attack you
It isn't all your fault, girl, I know that I'm a handful
I could be sensitive, I could have my days
But what's a relationship without a little pain?
At times I drive you crazy, there's times when I'm slow
We tear each other down, rebuild, and then we grow
On a roller coaster of emotions, going through the motions
Crash and then burn, then we laugh and then learn
We ain't perfect, and I could feel it in my heart
That you're worth it, and I felt it from the start

So every second you don't call
I feel it hurtin, I know for certain that I'm
Deeply into you

If you're gone one moment, I'm missing you
You're the walking definition of beautiful
And when I'm with you I'm invincible.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

I wanna know...

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind
And find emotions that you always try to hide
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear.

Bad Dream

Last night I had a bad dream. It was weird I even had a dream at all since I haven't had one in a really long time. So the dream started out with me calling you. You picked up and just said "No" then hung up right away. Then I tried calling back but this time you didn't answer. So I went to your blog but I don't have the guts to do that in real life because I don't wanna see how I hurt you. and there were a bunch of posts saying how you didn't need me. Basically the major opposite of the really good posts about me that you have...the old ones. Then I tried calling you again so we could talk but when you answered you started yelling. I know during the dream I understood you, but I don't remember what you were yelling about...which is probably better that I don't. Then I woke up...


Maybe it seem less bad when I describe it but I woke up feeling really bad. I'm sorry.


*black text = comment/description
*blue text = dream

Friday, May 22, 2009

May 22nd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH LE !<3!>

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Couldn't Sleep

And I feel more energized than usual. Last night everyone went to sleep around 1:30 and so I signed off aim. It was 2:15 and I didn't feel like Euro so I started doing some sit-ups : 100 at a time. When I finished the first set I went to arms. Now, since I don't have real weights, I just picked up my t.v and started benching that lol : 50 at a time x 4 sets. I took a quick break and finished up one of the stories in Pieces by Stephen Chbosky. After, I went back to my sit-ups ; this time 150 at a time. Then, well you can probably guess, I went back to my t.v and did another 200. By this time, because I paced myself during the "workouts" (i guess you can call them that..well technically only one qualifies), it was around 3:30. I was feeling wide awake so I did the smart thing; I went to go lay down. Sounds weird right? "Went to do the smart thing; I went to lay down" but wasn't I wide awake? Yes, that's exactly why it was smart: I know myself and I probably woulda kept going with those "workouts" till the morning and deprive myself of sleep. But Steph was really urging me to sleep, so off I went. When my alarm went off at 6:00, I woke up energized and less tired than I usually do.


*Kind of a full circle ending? I see it; how I started off with the time this sequence of events started and how i felt energized due to my lack of sleep, then I go right back to it in the end, ending with the time these events actually ended saying, once again, how it had made me more energized...stupid english.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

earthquake

The 5.0 earthquake at 8:39 was my wrath...

Friday, May 15, 2009

Sorry for Yesterday...

They say we shouldn't be together...I say we should.
They say we won't last...I say watch us.
You say I'm getting tired of you(joking or not)...I say I can't get enough of you.

Sorry about yesterday...never going to happen again.

Friday, May 8, 2009

And Dear Mama,

Now ain't nobody tell us it was fair. No love from my daddy cause unfortunately he wasn't there. He passed away and I didn't cry, cause my anger
wouldn't let me feel for a stranger. They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless, but all along I was lookin for a father he was gone. I hung around with the thugs, and even though they sold drugs they showed a young brother love...
Cause when I was low you was there for me, and never left me alone because you cared for me. And I could see you comin home after work late, you're in the kitchen tryin to fix us a hot plate. Ya just workin with the scraps you was given, and mama made miracles every Thanksgivin. But now the road got rough, you're alone. You're tryin to raise four bad kids on your own. And there's no way I can pay you back, but my plan is to show you that I understand. You are appreciated. Pour out some liquor and I reminisce, cause through the drama I can always depend on my mama. And when it seems that I'm hopeless, you say the words that can get me back in focus. When I was sick as a little kid, to keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did. And all my childhood memories
are full of all the sweet things you did for me. And even though I act crazy, I gotta thank the Lord that you made me. There are no words that can express how I feel, you never kept a secret, always stayed real. And I appreciate, how you raised me, and all the extra love that you gave me.
I wish I could take the pain away, if you can make it through the night there's a brighter day. Everything will be alright if ya hold on, It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on. And there's no way I can pay you back, but my plan is to show you that I understand. You are appreciated


*published early for time matters...post date for mothers day.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Broken...No, Not at All

So I was playing basketball and almost got another concussion... fun. Went up in the air and got my legs kicked out while I was in the air so I didn't have anything to land on... except my back and the back of my head. Fell flat on my back with most of the pressure on the left side so I have a huge bruise on the lower back from my left side to the middle. Layed there for like ten seconds to realize what just happened and to slow my breaths and get my heart rate back to normal. Got up and led my team back when we were losing 14-7( first to fifteen wins, but win by two ). After I got knocked down, I got back up and knocked down 5 shots..score's now at 14-12. Let my team knock down three shots and now we're up 15-14. I get the ball and drive it in for the last shot. We win. But now... I'm just dead.. my back is freakin killing me... back of my head hurts.. and my left elbow just stings from the ripped skin. But guess what? I'm doing it all again tomorrow.



this is kinda what happened but at least I looked cool when I fell http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuU2-6p2rrc&feature=related damn that vid made me LOL.

Danny's Top Five

Time to introduce Danny's top five things that pissed me off this week.

5. School/Block Schedule - We don't need two hours to take a damn test... stop wasting my time with this ridiculous scheduling.
4. Friend's Problem - It's not her actual problem that's pissing me off...it's the guy that's causing the problem. The fool needs to stop being such a dumbass... I'm so close to kicking his ass.
3. Sports - Even though I love sports, it can still piss me off. Any sport beside basketball, football, or swim pissed me off this week..stupid volleyball, tennis, and whatever the hell there is. If you're gonna play the sport..at least be respectful outside the game too.
2. Guys who wear sandals - Guys...don't freakin do it. Wtf is wrong with you? Are you a girl? Are you at the damn beach? Yeah, I didn't think so. So put on some damn shoes and leave the sandals to the girls.
1. Blank for reasons - You just piss me off..